you are the same decaying organic matter as everything else :)

"You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else." - Tyler Druden

man i like that quote.i think we are all the same.we'll rot to dirt when our time comes. you wont evolve into some kind of Monarch butterfly or turn your bones and flesh into diamonds or amethysts or rose quartzs. you'll become dirt and devoured by worms.and then you'll ask yourself "do i deserve all this?" hell yeah.

anyway, what i really need right now is for Tyler Druden to put a gun at the back of my head and do that thing in Fight Club where he's threatening this guy;the time where he's doing his 'human sacrifice'. i need that kind of extreme shock so that i will know what i am going to do in the future.so that i will voice it out loud,even if i'll tremble in fear or shit my pants.that chinese guy wanted to be a vet.i hope i know what i'm going to be.so that i wont end up dead in another 6 weeks if im not pursuing that dream.

but getting killed by Brad Pitt isnt really that bad dont you think so?