Thursday, December 11, 2008

what i've become (sangat emo on december 10,06)

i know what you want.a good girl? a nice girl? a girl who has never been touched by any man? a girl who has never watched porn? an innocent girl?a pretty girl?a girl who listens to everything you says? a girl who compromises herself and standard just for you? what are you? a saint? believe it mister, you're not that and you never will be.i know you, maybe not too well, but i know guys like you. the one who goes around fucking stupid girls and in the end, you want a nice pretty good girl for your future girlfriend/wife.that's not going to happen.bad guys marry bad girls.that's the way it goes.i hope you get what you want cause i know that you will never get it.

i'm happy with my life now.i may not be good.or pious.or innocent.but i know what i'm doing.and i know that i'm not you.or her.and that satisfies me just enough. i'm better now.and i know that too.this is the reality.i've snapped out of my dream long ago.i'm living my reality.and it's perfectly fine to me.because i've seen the truth.

When truth was revealed to me I never doubted it - Holy Quran.

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